Problems Only I Have

There are just some things that are only problems for me and maybe a very small group of other people. For example:

• Wanting to talk to somebody I think is an interesting person on tumblr, only to find out that they don't allow anon asks.... 
• Being just enough of a brunette to sometimes be called that, and just enough of a ginger to be sometimes called that. (Yes I realize that my blog URL is based upon my hair color, so it's weird that I'm saying this is one of my problems... but smarthalfgingerhalfbrunettewithdumbblondemoments.blogspot.com doesn't have the same ring to it....) 
• My angry face... or lack thereof.... I think I've ranted about this before.
• being forgetful as I am is not a good thing when you're in several honors classes.... which I am.... Also everything else that comes with being ADD.
• People thinking I'm weird for not liking sports and wearing dresses. 
• Nobody can ever tell if I'm in church clothes or not. Only me... Although it is kinda fun, because if you forget to wear church clothes and somebody is giving out candy for those who wear church clothes for something special at school or something, they still give me candy. So I guess that's not really much of a problem. 
• I will be awkward in pretty much any situation you put me in. 

and the list goes on.....
-Amme

Embarrassing story time!

What time is it? It's Amme feels like an idiot time! Yay! *sarcasm* So I made cookies for my crush with my best friend Ham (don't ask...) and we decided to doorbell ditch him with cookies. That way, supposedly, we would never be caught. Hopefully. So we made the idiotic decision to try for a daringly epic daylight doorbell ditching with cookies in the shape of his siblings' initials (yeah sometimes I forget to think how creepy and weird it might seem if he did catch us...) And of course, just as we rang the doorbell and started to run around to the side of the house, an SUV with him and all of his friends that could possibly fit in an SUV came around the corner and his friend shouted out the window "FAIL!!!!" Yes, it was an EPIC FAIL. And now I feel like an idiot. But he makes my brain turn off with just the thought of him. I think I have a phobia of attractive people. The funny thing is though, that he isn't all classically handsome and I would never call him "hott". He's just hilarious and nice and cool and skilled. His parents are deaf so he's fluent in asl. But now he's probably signing to his mom about the creepy chick who likes him. *sigh* Oh well. :/

Project Pretty

First of all, I should probably say that my surgery went well and braces aren't bad. Now that that's out of the way, I need to mention the fact that I have a new blog that I'm starting with my friends. It will be awesome, so go read it. The idea of it is to make everybody feel pretty- or handsome if applicable - because I believe we all are. It's called project pretty and we will be posting 3x a week, so that will be more awesome than my only very occasional posts on here.
projectfeelpretty.blogspot.com
I will be going by Amme on that blog too.
In other news, I am a toothless baby dinosaur. I make sounds like one when I'm frustrated, I have no teeth, I want to be scary but I'm not, and I sometimes have the mind of a 5 year old.
Ok, so read project pretty, and bye.

Soooo.....

Soooo..... I know I've been posting a lot about it, but I'm getting surgery on Wednesday. I'm kinda nervous. And I hope I can get visitors while I'm at home recovering. That would be fun. Anyway, I am nervous and this post is kinda pointless, but whatever. So yeah. Here's a pic of a toad we found in Moab because I'm random. The end.

Random thought #7: just want to eat it up!

Why is it that when we see something cute, we say "Oh, I could just eat it up!", but when there's food that's cute and decorative, we say its too cute to eat?

Update on the surgery

I went to the orthodontist on Thursday. He said that I need 3 teeth pulled. My mom scheduled that on Wednesday. I will be getting braces on February 21st. Sometime in August or September is when I'll get oral surgery. They'll put a chain on one of the teeth they pulled to help it come down to its place. That will be connected to my braces and will take 10 months. So I will end up missing that tooth for over a year. Then another 20 months or so. That adds up to two and a half years. It all begins on Wednesday. I'll be all toothless. :/

Surgery?

Soooooo.............. I am probably going to have to get 2 different surgeries within the next month. On two different places. Plus up to 5 teeth pulled. Before you freak out, the surgeries are just to correct my teeth a bit and to fix my swelling in my nose. They both have a possibility of not even happening. Apparently I will also soon have braces. *sigh* So they need to fix my sideways adult molars (yeah, I lose teeth slowly, and yeah, I still have 5 baby teeth) and extract as many baby teeth as they decide they need to. So there's that. Oh yeah, and I will soon have painful metal in my mouth. Oh joy! (*dripping with sarcasm*)

About my nose, I have what the doctor said is either Allergic Rhinitis or Non-Allergic Rhinitis. He thinks it's the second one. So basically there's part of my nose that is all swollen for no apparent reason. He put me on medicine to try to fix it, but so far it isn't working, and he predicted it wouldn't. If I try it for a month and it doesn't do much, (like what it has been doing so far), they will test me for allergies (which I don't think I have), and if I have none, I get surgery. 

So yeah, I  am kinda wishing that they could put me under and fix my teeth, put braces on me and fix my nose all in one go. But unfortunately that's like 4 different doctors. :( Plus I've never had surgery in my life. The closest thing is filling cavities and when I had a cap put on a molar. I've never had the experience of falling completely asleep from medicine. So yeah, I am kinda nervous. (sorry if this post made barely any sense between my weird speech mannerisms and my big words. It's worse because I'm tired and nervous.)